Here's Your Pencil, Welcome To Hell... Or Not

My first Cuesta class was today.  Math 127 in room 2408.  Algebra.  Math has never been my strong point, and it holds no place of affection in my heart.  The fact that I would be taking a semester-long college course of math with college students frankly unnerved me.

Mom drove me up to class (ordinarily I will take the bus, but as it was my first day Mom had to see me off.  The same old story: mothers sniff tearfully into their tissues while their kids waltz off into kindergarten without a glance behind) and we arrived fifteen minutes early.  Probably not the best thing to do.  I spent the next ten minutes watching the students drive by and making comments about the niceness of all of them.

"Oh, they look mean," I told mom, pointing out three girls all heavily tattooed and pierced.  "I hope they're not in my class."  Mom looked up from her book (The Wheel of Time: Book 1) just enough to glance at the girls and murmur, "I'm sure they're very nice."

My class started at 7, and at 6.50 I hopped out of the car.  The butterflies in my stomach has turned to snakes that slithered about inside.  I turned to wave goodbye to Mom 

(who, I later discovered, didn't even leave the parking lot for the two hours I was there) and headed to my class.

It was bigger than the average highschool classroom, but smaller than a lecture hall.  There were computers at every desk, which I pushed aside to make room for my books.

My teacher is a very nice woman (born in Canada, French is her first language) who gives bonus points if we catch a mistake that she writes on the board.  (Don't ALL teachers give extra credit for that?  And don't ALL teachers make mistakes on purpose to see if their students are paying attention?)  The entire class period was spent going over the syllabus and the expectations and when the final exam would be (we're speaking of this ALREADY??).

When we had thirty minutes left, she organized---in the loosest sense of the word---into groups.  I was with three other college girls.  One was a pretty, dark-haired young woman who looked to have some Indian blood in her.  Another looked like the daughter from Gilmore Girls, a very cute gal with glasses.  The other was a slightly larger girl who evidently had some self-esteem problems.  

We were handed a worksheet with 35 problems and given thirty minutes to get twenty done.  I ended up leading the group and helping these three college girls with their basic Algebra.  A fifteen year old sophomore helping college students.  Right on, right on.  By the end, Indie and Gilmore Girl were passing me their papers to see if they did the problems right and asking me questions.

College might not be so bad, after all.

Back to School

Margaret Laurence once said, "Holidays are enticing only for the first week or so.  After that, it is no longer such a novelty to rise late and have little to do."

The arrival of summer break is looked forward to as much as Christmas day to those of us still in school.  The days till freedom are counted down like we count down the days to our birthday.  Yet, when it arrives, it poses a problem.  What is there to do?

I freely admit that after the first couple days of summer and "doing nothing", it grows tiresome.  I could never laze my days away laying in bed and watching movies.  Although this is fun to do occasionally, doing it every day would be a bore.  Fortunately, I have many things to distract me.  I have music to play, two and a half hours of swim practice every day, lifeguarding and teaching swim lessons to occupy my days.  I find that I get so caught up in my activities that the summer flies by without my noticing.  Currently, I feel as if a bucket of cold water has been splashed over me.  The beginning of school has crept up without my seeing it.  Yesterday it tapped me on the shoulder and I turned to see it only three days away.  No, two.  My gosh.  

I will taking classes at a community college starting this Monday.  Math and English.  Unfortunately, since I'm a highschool student I don't get top priority in any classes.  Once the college kids have had their pick I sign up for whatever is left.  That means I have math from seven to nine-thirty at night.  In English I wasn't lucky enough to get a class, so I'm taking it online.  That won't be so bad.

I'm excited for this new stage in my life: going to school on a college campus.  I have several friends enrolled in the school, one is a highschooler like me.  I know that the classes will challenge me but I'm looking forward to it.  Last year I went to a private school (my first taste of non-homeschooled schooling) and I did not care for it.  I did not fit in there very well.  I was "too well-rounded" as my mom says.  I'm a very competitive and dedicated athlete, but I'm also a straight-A student in all my AP classes.  I play two instruments and I work.  Highschool just wasn't the environment for me.

This year I have my math and English classes through Cuesta, and then I'll be teaching myself everything else.  Right now I'm very excited for this year, we'll see how everything unfolds.

Meet the Teenager

It started out as my mom's idea.  I am always scribbling on pieces of paper, buying notebooks to write in, and filling my shelves with journals and diaries.  Instead of continually buying more books and journals, why not save money and blog?  I turned the idea over in my head awhile; I'd never done the blogging thing, I didn't even know what that entailed!  The prospect was a daunting one.

When I began to blog, it wasn't necessarily voluntary.  My sister and I went on a three-week trip to India this summer, without our parents.  My mother was desperate to have us record every detail of every day so that we shouldn't forget anything.  She had me set up a blog to record all our India adventures and bought my sister and I each a journal.

A couple days before we were about to leave, she called us out of our rooms.  She stood before us solemnly, a journal in each hand.  "Lay a hand on the journals," she directed.

Puzzled, we did so.  

"Do you solemnly swear to write faithfully in these journals every day?" Mom intoned.  There was surreptitious eye-rolling between me and my sister as we swallowed our giggles.

My sister is two years younger than me, and my twin.  People get us confused all the time---sometimes our parents even do, though they deny it---and I love it.  We are like two peas in a pod looks-wise, but we have completely different personalities.  Olivia has her little list in the morning that has everything she needs to do for that day, which she will check off.  I'm more laid back; I get it done when I get it done.  She also abhors clutter---there's a place for everything and everything has it's place.  I, however, am not opposed to a bit of a mess.  Since we share a room... this causes some arguments.  She loves her math and science, I love my reading and writing.  She loves being outside working, I love staying indoors.  We are complete opposites, but we love each other to death.

Then there's my mom and dad.  They are completely outgoing, fun-loving parents.  They will, on occasion, mortify us... but they're the parents of teenagers, that's their job.  

Last, but certainly not least, is the dog.  Hwin.  She is a Golden Retriever, but don't tell mom that.  She refers to Hwin as her "dogter".  It is a tradition in our family to name our dogs after characters in a favorite book.  (In our family, not only do we love our traditions but we love reading.)  Our favorite family series is the "Chronicles of Narnia" by C.S. Lewis.  Out of those books, our favorite has got to be "The Horse And His Boy".  In that story there is a horse named Hwin in it, who shows a steadfast faithfulness and trust to her friends and t

he great lion, Aslan.  So that is what we named our dog.

That is my family.  We're a fun, crazy bunch of people who love each other and love to laugh.  

I think I'll enjoy this blogging business.